melicacy

bought this little thing @ ikea for only 0.90cents!! :P <3

slacking away as usual (whenever possible)

plus sides about working:
-workplace is like less than 10 mins walk to ikea <3
-awesome classmate attached to the same company :D
-hawker food here’s awesome! some stuff i always buy: curry puffs, mee siam, mee rebus, fried hokkien mee, fried oyster omelette, paus (buns), etc etc i look forward to buying food every single day! <3
-and my mom gives me more money ever since i started working :D

but the down sides… countless.

I TOTALLY HATE TRAFFIC JAMS. on a bad/rainy day, we’d take like an hour to drive back LIKE WTF RIGHT. it’s already far enough and the jam totally makes me hate the location even more.

work’s draining & sucking all that energy in me as i’m counting the days till the end of attachment - 26 June. ):
-counting down to 6.30pm everyday
-hoping that there’ll be no assignment given so i can slack the day away
-going out to buy food to get a break from the stressful environment
-hiding in the toilet & slack when the aircon’s freezing cold

now i’m extremely certain that i’m not ready for working life (and i don’t know when i’ll ever be)
i hate being asked to do work ): especially by colleagues around my age. basically i hate being asked to do stuff -_-” and if its not what they expect i’ve to re-do according to their preferences I”LL BE SUPER PISSEDDDDDDDDDD i guess i’m just too pampered but whatever.
and i hate to abide by the rules (but here its not so bad because there’s no fixed timing for lunch breaks, can go anytime just have to be back in about an hr)

i’m such a slacker ): i can’t relate to majority who’d rather be asked to do work, like they actually complain when they have no work to do -_-”
OMG i’d so rather stone the day away than be piled up with stuff to do ):
but i guess that’s just me

and i don’t like this company because my miser boss makes full use of us cheap labour and makes sure he gets his money well spent. if we finish our work he’d give us more work so we wouldn’t idle. we’re paid a miserable $460 and he still thinks we’re not doing enough to make his money well spent -_-” _|_

but i’m sooooo glad i’m not alone here, i don’t know how i’d survive without my classmate lili around with me!
26 JUNE, PLEASE COME SOONERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

day before cny:
reunion dinner didnt feel like a reunion dinner at all.
mom wasn’t feeling well, didnt eat much, bathroom to and fro, then resting most of the time.
sis seemed unhappy for some reasons, i didn’t dare probe
so the only ones eating the most were me and my dad..
and even after my mom and sis stopped eating my dad and i were still feasting for hours.
but anyhows im glad im in better terms with my dad now.

then they each gave us red packets.
i gave them back this:

so..
cny updates:

my canon ixus is officially kaput. so there wont be any much picture updates, cept from my lousy cellphone and from the dslr which i’m forever lazy to upload and process.

the proper photos arent with me.. so here’s one accidental/probably candid for some of us from my cellphone:

so those are the females from my mom’s side of the family. i’m the blurred out one on the left because my dad doesnt know how to use my cellphone. my sis is at the back left, my mom’s seated near me in sleeveless brown dress.

then back home:

so i needed to get supplies for school and i was already feeling the pinch even before purchasing!

my mom was asking if i needed money to buy school supplies (that’s the only thing that she’s willing to give me money for -_-” otherwise she wouldn’t even bother if i’m starving to death outside. she never asks if i needed money.)

then i was thinking.. well since she attended interior design before….. maybe she has the rulers that i’ll be needing.. so i just asked casually.. and OMFG SHE HAS. omfg omfg omfg and they’re like almost brand new!!!! :D :D :D

treasure treasure treasure i can’t believe she just chucked it one side for so long!!!!!

anyway she’s in malaysia AGAIN.

(thought she just went there last week)

yeah hopefully she buys back those pastries “law” from tagboard was talking about xD

i know she’s drifting apart from me….. just when i wanted to love the family more.. but anyhows.. i still love her.

my dad didn’t seem as happy as i thought he’d feel even though we went out for dinner..

its the first time i’m having dinner with him in 5 years..
anyhows i’m glad i made the first move..

maybe i’m just detestable :\

sigh

what you gave me wasn’t just a case of pretty colors of course.

but anyway, if you remembered what you said, “before you think i’m a crook or anything for proposing this to you, blaa blaa blaa…”
“you could always repay me by doing some work, blaa blaa blaa..”
so much for wanting to help me with my depression huh….. those words at the end were really unexpected.
but anyhows i’m thankful.

so,
thank you.

yours sincerely,
______your employee?___