melicacy

4 April Flyer ride

am a sucker for anything chocolatey now :P

super late post but better than never!
went to the science centre & body world exhibition
mm comments bout the body world; you can put your money to better use. seriously if you’ve been through primary school and have common sense, you’d pretty much know the stuff that they’re exhibiting. nothing captivating. media’s totally overrating it, prolly because of the effort & money spent making the models in exhibition but anyway i’d rather visit art galleries.
pictures weren’t allowed in body world (obviously they wouldn’t want people to see pictures how boring it really is and then change their mind against going LOL)
so other than that, the science centre looks pretty much the way it was when i was there (THE LAST TIME I WENT WAS IN PRIMARY SCHOOL???? LOL)

and fries are never enoughhhhhhhh <3

flash kills but anyway the main focus is the thick chocolatey layer above the cake omgz I MISS DONUTS ALREADY
can i have F’onuts please. i mean.. fucking donuts.

and i must be drunk to post such an incredibly crappy picture of myself

i need more sleep.

i’m soooo damn addicted to the garlic bread flavor!

the cheese flavor’s passable, cus there’re other brands out there with this flavor (mamee, the old school cheese rings, etc etc) and i’d rather get those instead so this bag’s no biggie.
BUT THE GARLIC BREAD FLAVOR’S ULTIMATELY ADDICTIVE! well at least for me. because i’ve always loved garlic bread and it’s quite a chore to apply the spread and toast the bread and then after some time it ain’t crispy anymore and bread’s more filling etc etc but this snack’s the ultimate solution :D :D instant garlic bread! and its super crunchy NOM NOM NOM can snack non stop and it’s not filling :D
<3 <3 <3

i can’t live a day w/o potatoes now lol
from boiled potatoes, mashed potatoes, french fries, hashbrowns and even sweet potatoes
omgz I SO LOVE POTATOES

found the siamese twins while cutting up potatoes the other day

I WANT BURGER!

yeap if you saw my twitter, this is it!
i’m sooo glad i went! awesome company with awesome food!

i was sitting pretty far from lili so didn’t have any pics with her in my cam but she’d definitely have awesome shots on her awesome gear!

stolen from aiman (which he stole from lili’s awesome camera :D)

and stolen from lili’s facebook :D
(& tweaked the colors :P)

loveeeeee her lens!!

i loveee the instant win i got free small fries from the monopoly thingy

i wanna buy more mcdonalds just to win more more thingies LOL

and i’m so addicted to macs again (after forcing myself to stay away from fast food because they don’t come cheap in BULK)
urgh so annoying!

finally managed to find an ice cream supplier for huge-ass 6L tubs :D

each tub lasts me 3-4 days! so much more worth it than buying individual tubs. with my huge appetite i should source for more “wholesale” items. LOL

and these yoghurt bars were surprisingly good!

i ain’t a fan of strawberry, neither am i a fan of such bars. ate quacker’s cookies and cream ones before but the sticky texture just puts me off. i got sick of them after some time. but maybe this time round i was super hungry so i ate the entire box of 5 strawberry yoghurt bars :P

sweet treats are <3

and….. finally, after so much procrastination
packed my personal freezer :)

ditched the ugly looking grocery bags and stacked the beloved tubs nicely
tadah!! <3

but.. my junkfood area’s getting messier :X

and my biscuits arrived!
new addition to my junkfood area haha :D

my dad was SUPER SHOCKED to see those huge tins though :/

random ugly pic (i am scared of flash :P)

random hotel pic:

random rants:
-hate it when people say i look korean/japanese. i don’t like their culture/country AT ALL.

-the flight to bkk was disturbed by AUNTIES yakking non-stop.

-the flight back to sg was disturbed by an ANNOYING TWAT. stupid baby crying non-stop. i wish i could throw IT out of the damn plane.

-hate it when people stare at how much i can eat. bloody singaporeans @ the thai restaurant thought i didn’t understand dialect, they were commenting about how much i’m eating etc etc etc the whole damn time. the whole 2 hours they were there they were commenting and looking and commenting.

but anyhows they didn’t affect me. i didn’t give a hoot and ignored them. didn’t even wanna exchange any eye contact. acted like i didn’t understand what they’re saying.

enjoyed my buffets nevertheless :P

random picture: first day in the hotel (when it’s still all neat & clean-ish)

sooo.. i’m back!
with manymany MOVIES. TEEHEE.

my main MISSION was to get MOVIES! and of course street food in BKK is NOMNOM <3

i soooo love street food.

i feel hungry ALL THE FRIGGIN TIME THERE i can’t stop eating omgz but there’re street hawkers almost everywhere so NO PROBLEMO! <3 nom nom all tha way.

i didn't really get any clothes until the last 2 days i was SO BORED of looking at the same stuffs (food, dvds, undies) so i bought like a huge bag (that pasarmalam-ish bag?) and filled it up with new loots (CLOTHES) omgz? lol came back with 2 luggages, 35kg checked-in :X

y’know i really can’t help grocery shopping everywhere i go! it’s SUCH a baddddd habbit. i filled almost the entire luggage with instant noodles/snacks/.. LOL kill me.

and staying just 5 mins away from the supermarket isn’t exactly helping!

and some snacks i bought from a vendor idk if its any good though, haven’t tried!

other random nomnom pics:

people who know me would know that i HAVE to eat ice cream everyday!!!! it’s a crazy addiction that i haven’t been able to kick

didn’t taste fantastic but o’wells, could make do with it! at least it’s still ice cream <3

some random cake:

haha and now my favorite. sth to nomnom when i’m lazy to get out to buy food (NO MORE ROOM SERVICE MEL, YOU HAVE LEARNT YOUR LESSON(S) AND YOU MUST NOT SPEND A BOMB ON ROOM SERVICE!!) :P

haha check out this super GLAMOUROUS pigging-out pic!

ohh the worst thing’s that the hotel doesn’t provide that electric boiling kettle, so it’s either i go downstairs to the kitchen with my cup(s) or i call them for it
so i was damn lazy and i wanna nomnom asap so:

eat it like mamee! haha it’s damn good okay!

and then i ventured into the packeted ones.

i was kinda preparing for the worst because those in singapore are like plain, tasteless and WAXY before cooking! BUT I WAS DUPER PLEASED, THEY”RE SO DAMN GOODDDDDD. the ones i bought here are like, TASTIER THAN MAMEE!

tahdah

super unhealthy i know!!! no wonder i’m balding. LOL

random drinks:

bought different drinks to try each day
i’m not particularly picky about drinks, as long as they’re sweet i’m all good.
whenever i have savoury/salty food, i have to go with a sweet beverage (plain water sucks!) :P

anyways when my dad was like asking if i went alone (omg like he knows??) but i lied DUH lol. you know how DADs are, i don’t want him to worry for a skinnyboney little girl roaming around bangkok alone :P
he’s intending to travel soon too. i love my adventurous daddy :D

tell me i’m not the only egg-fanatic who eats 20 eggs a day!

scrambled, sunny side-ups, steamed egg custards, baking cakes, noodles with eggs, etc etc etc
i can easily use up to 30 eggs a day!

“mel’s such a spoilt brat”
“she has such a horrible temper”
“she is blunt and too straightforward”
“she never hides her anger”
“she’s so grumpy”
“why do people have to give in to her all the time”
“she complains about everything that doesn’t go her way”
“she’s selfish”
“she only thinks of herself”
“she always wants the best to herself”
“she never cares about anyone or anything not related to her”
“she’s heartless”
(and whatever else others think of me)

no wonder she doesn’t have any friends.
no wonder her mother finds it a chore to support her.
no wonder she deserves to just die.

every time i try to kill myself it’s always because my mom and i have an argument.
i don’t know why i’m still alive, because i really want to die.
today it was because of money (again?).
she gave me $100 for grocery shopping (while she waited in the car) and the bill came up to $106 (even after careful picking of items to make sure i’m under the $100 mark). i had to take out items from the bags at the cashier just to have enough to pay. how embarrassing. i threw my temper when i got back to the car. and she kept yelling at how much i’m spending on junk food. yeah and she just friggin triggered my anxiety.
i had an anxiety attack.
i came home ran straight to my room slammed the door and vented my frustrations.
i don’t know when but if this goes on, one of the anxiety attacks’ gonna really get me killed.
maybe then i’ll be free.
free from all that misery.

i hate how she’s treating me.
she knows i have psychological problems but she’s gonna make things worsen by agitating me? by making me feel more hopeless and useless?

i seek comfort in junkfood and if she’s going to take that privilege away from me, there’s no comfort in life, there’s nothing that’s gonna keep me away from death.
she just wants me to be healthy? but if i’m healthy but miserable?

that no one touches.

DON’T EVEN LOOK AT IT………………. :D :D :D
THEY’RE ALL MINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..!!

back to the junks way too early, no wonder i’m not getting a speedy recovery ):

0900 sms to aiman: seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden seoul garden

and then… we decided to go later!

then samira & ruth were tempted to join us!

then together with aiman’s best friend, we attacked seoul garden (:

we were busy eating, so there ain’t much pictures :S

random facts:
seoul garden decides to save fishes by displaying them only at a later time when most people are filled up with cheaper foods and too full to gorge on fish. (ASSHOLES!)
samira seems like an awesome cook!!!!!! (lucky whoever who marries her in future!)
aiman’s stomach gets upset every time after he eats ice cream! (lactose intolerant? hope not!!)
we stayed from 1-5pm!
wanted to stay even longer but aiman has silat!
and when they wanted to leave i wasn’t done with my springrolls so OMG i smuggled them out to eat on my way back! (LOL!!)
mom brought me to carls junior after that!!
(and i still have space for more food :X)
i was so sleepy at the end of the day. like superrrrrrrrr.

where i wore so sloppyishly to,
where we were so bored,
where we wandered around and ended up sitting at this bench while waiting for everyone to be done,
where we were eyeing on those boxes of FOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD,
and where we camwhored:

the day,
started off badly with horrible attitude from the maid,
random cold war with my mom in the car to and fro,
received warning letter regarding attendance,
fucked up attitude from maid back home,
ate 5 freaking rice dumplings without even realizing it wasn’t real chicken filling i ate, but vegetarian filling (it tastes so damn REAL!),
okay that was really random LOL
but the day ended with a smile despite all that crap
because…
my dad opened his bag and gave me a bag of kit kat! (from his colleague TO ME!!!!!)
she said because i’m very skinny.
and that made my dad laugh while he said it.
how very cute.
AND KIT KAT WAS NICE (:

my cousin, my 3rd aunt(his mom), uncle (my youngest aunt’s husband), my favorite aunt (most senior!), my youngest aunt, mom, me, dad, aunt, uncle(aunt’s wife), cousin (their child)

my friends who’re like family (: thanks for coming!

the best thing bout birthday parties, CAKES!! and yummy nom nom noms. (:

happy memories with SID0801 (:

(credits to lili for the pic!)

will upload more when i’m free!
meanwhile, facebook has some more too!

how can we resist taking photos (:

belted up together on the road trip!

<3

and then with my pretty mummy!

teehee

it’s weird how i’m doing things i’ve never liked/never considered/thought of attempting in my younger days.

when i was young i never thought i’d ever step foot into a market. (think wet slippery dirty smelly)
but i was so looking forward to visiting various markets in aust!

when i was young i never thought i’d ever cook.
then i started cooking my first maggie mee in my late teens. and now i’m cooking every single day!

and time’s passing too damn quickly. i really don’t want to turn 21 :(
i shall delude myself and pretend my birthday’s never gonna happen.
): ): ):

breakfast at 6.30am with my dad every morning :)

my <3 companion during this trip

here’s my beanie baby driving our aussie car

in a middle of a draught, it rained for the first time in 6 months on the last day we were there! how cool’s that :D

it was pretty chilly there, and i have super low tolerance for cold :( thank god for my fury hoodie <3

btw, i love car rides!

picture taken at my sis’s home in perth (:
so glad to finally see her! and seeing her so independent, taking care of herself and all! so proud of her :D

ate Dominos on the first and second day, subway on almost everyday! lol.. what else is nice in aussie right?

how can i miss the awesome surf brands from aussie? (:

bought many roxy and billabong shorts, cotton on stuff, elmo hoodie <3, overpriced mousey flats (which i love), supre stuff, valley girl and so on!

and here's me wearing my new billabong dress

in the midst of updating photos..

will update again when.. i’m not so lazy (:

right…

anyway i still think my teeth ain’t perfectly straight.. :=\ like its not much of a difference pre-braces and post-braces..

thoughts?

my mom has facebook!
omg right!
anyone’s mummys and daddys who has facebook can ask them add each other!
lol :D

like my mummy and daddy, i miss my sis! and wondering if she’s able to adapt well in aussie, hoping she’d be capable of taking good care of herself, manage her time and finance well there, able to do her chores without a maid ):, whether she’s lonely being so far away from home, having few friends there to accompany her, blah blah blah
omg
and so cute, my dad rushes to the phone upon hearing it ring every single time, hoping its my sis! see so gan jiong! afterall she’s the one who’s always doing us proud, my daddy’s pinning all hopes on her! omg hope she doesn’t feel too much pressure!

the last picture we took together at home:

and one last picture together at the airport before her flight: