melicacy

the first outing after the internship is gonna be OUT IN THE NATURE
i’m gonna ask my mom to buy me new lens if i survive this internship.

and i’m not getting her anything for mothers day because she’s a horrible mother to me.
i won’t expect her to get me a birthday present either. since she buys me whatever i want even if there’s no occasion. just that i can’t ask for shitload of money for plastic surgery or stuff like that. my birthdays never did matter to her at all. o’wells.

i need to just… calmFRIGGINdown.. *breathe in breathe out*
super prone to anxiety attacks nowadays.
partly due to the lack of sleep because i find myself more short-tempered with insufficient sleep.
but mostly because of stress. (or that i get stressed up real easily)

NEED To… CALM… DOWN..

idk which insect i hate most, can’t decide between ants and lizards but both are irksome.

hate the sneakiness of lizards and their croaks
hate ants because they always come in a fuckin troop.
urghhhhhh i ought to give the bugs some lovin’ because i love the nature but if they’d just get outta my house. GO TO THE WILD. my home’s not your home.

so yeap, finally got my ass to the singapore botanic gardens :P
past few weeks’ve been raining so plans were cancelled.
was supposed to go to the bird park this week tho, but my dad forgot to collect the free passes so we gave it a miss (:

stranded.

which will end in no time

i wish time didn’t have to pass so quickly

goodbye 2008